More of my prudish side has become apparent as I’ve become a bit disillusioned with the idea of exploring my sexuality. Specifically bisexuality.
I’m trying hard to work on accepting this side of myself, but in the midst of all my miseducation and past hurt it’s exceedingly difficult to do this.
The idea of meeting more girls is all a bit ‘meh’ for me right now. It’s not that I don’t want to hook up with someone, it’s just that it seems more trouble than its worth. In my fragile state, I don’t want to set myself up for disappointment or to end up feeling detached from anything that does happen.
Hopefully I can work on getting some better insight.